my.sixteenth.year.on.earth

Day 290: HAPPY HAPPY 18th JOISSE :))

Yeowww. Busy day! Once again. Hello Saturday.

This morning I decided to sleep in since I’ve seriously screwed up my body clock. Stayed in bed til like 10am. Parents woke me up around 9am to say there were heading somewhere. KK.

Cleaned my room til like 11am since it was a DISASTER. Went upstairs to look for brekkie. Nothing. Hung the laundry. Bored. So nearish 12 I decided to make my own pizza. YUS. Got the stuff together then bam feeling like a chef - cooking up a pizza! Popped it in the oven, set the timer then caught up on some glee.

Ate ze pizza when it finished while watching glee. Got some pringles from bro. After glee I started work on my media. zzzz. It’s taking longer than I thought.

Gave up around 3pm. Shower then decided to write my design teacher a longish email. By the time I finished, it was already time to get ready for tonight. bsnsfklfvnskdvnakvnadlknvslisneio excite!

Got ready. Dress. Jewellery. Make up. Gift. Shoes. Waaaah. Soon enough we left! Chay! West Harbour!

Got there and saw all these BEAUTIFUL people. :’) Said bye to parents then got mingling! The Debut started and I was sitting at Table 2 with some friends :))

I wont give a run down of what happened cause a) I’m tired and b) I’ve actually got an internal to do. zzz.

But overall it was an amaaaaaazing ceremony. :’D Loved the Cotillion De Honor. So cutes. :))

Ended the night with this raaaaaaaaad az dance party. SOOO SOO FUN. :’D Even Can I Have This Dance came on. Yeowwww. Waltzing time. ;) so fun! Didn’t want the night to end! But unfortunately, I had to go since I was going home with some fam friends.

Home time. :/ Said bye to everyone incl the lovely birthday girl!. Naw. Then headed off. Got my souvenirs then headed home. Eventually got home. Greeted by my bro who was in my room using my laptop doing his assignment. So we just talked and whatnot. 

He quit then left. Now I’m here. Tumblr-ing while latenight chatting to faithy (once again) miss her too much! Chatting about how she’d try make my debut. Yaaay. :’)

Anyway, I better get to work on my internal. zzz. Early wake up too. AND busy day. ZZZ.

Just want to wish Joisse a Happy Happy 18th Birthday and I hope she has a wonderful future ahead :’)

Goodnight. 

Day 289: NAILED IT

Friday. Yay. TGIF. Woo. You know the drill.

Wake up. Routine. School…. Obviously I’m getting bored of the whole drill now. But I’m nearly at 300Days. Daaaaang. I’m really surprised I got this far without quitting. heheh. Sometimes I forget I have a follower that reads my posts religiously ;D haha. S/O to Angela who always says at school “hey. you’ve been lacking on posts!” and I’ll be like “nooo.. I updated lastnight!” hahaha. Yeah she’s cool.

That happened in Maths today. Which was first period. We were so lost. OML. We’re going to fail. BRING BACK MRSH! D:

R.E. second period. Went to home class to get our internal results back. fenisisfnsigngsirvnsidncisnvsld. I was certain I passed at least. But I got more than that! woooo! Pretty impressive for someone who pretty much wrote it the night before like the rest of the year. lolol. pG!

After we got our marks back we went to our new class for our new religion. I’m doing Hinduism now. :) Oooh. We listened to some music and then had a little history/geo lesson with a slide show (MissD LOVES her slideshows lolol) and a map w/ an atlas and everything. At the end of the lesson we drew the “Om” (the symbol for Hinduism) and coloured it in. We got to colour in with fat crayons. We totally felt like little kids. Hahaha. epic.

Break. Ate. Talked. Jammed out on Bridgette’s guitar. :)

Third: Business. Got into our groups. Like always, we got sidetracked and talked about exams and english and whatnot. lolol.

Fourth: First 10mins we got to catch up on our writing but that was it. Quickly wrote down 3/4 of a page in those 10mins. I was just writing BS. T_T lolol. Spent rest of the lesson reading The Book Thief. :))

Break: Was lucky enough of get some sushi from my friend Alisha who doesn’t like sharing her sushi. NAW. special! teheh! It was probably the best sushi I’ve had.. and that’s a good thing! I normally don’t like sushi! 

Went to talk to MrsT about a girl doing a Tagalog speech and how she needed some Tagalog speakers to judge her performance. Coolio!

Then went to Fabric room with Alisha to watch them finish off their internal and watch Angela, Jessica and Shaine freak out about their music performance. Naw.

Last period: Design. Had a reliever. Since my idea got shot down last lesson.. I shouldn’t really be doing my matrix cause i haven’t gotten an approved idea for it… But I wasn’t gonna sit there and do nothing so I just carried it on. I’ve only got 35/100 to go now T_T FML. What a waste of my black pen.

Home time. PakNSave with dad. He let me buy stuff to make pizza cause I’ve been in the mood to make some. I think it’s cause I always see Alisha with homemade pizza and I’m like O.O JELLY.

Anyway.. ate on the way home. Nom. Said hai to mum. Tried on my dress for tomorrow night. SO EXCITED. :)) Helped bro with his tie. I CAN NOW TIE A TIE. :D after that, mum called me to do my nails. Woop. Got my nails done did ;P as I watched Glee. But then dad stopped it after he came back with dins (It’s Fish & Chips night) and turned on American Idol. Lol.

After my nails I grabbed some dins then headed in my room. Chilled out. After I just crawled into my bed and read a bit of The Book Thief. :) Then I listened to fun music.. cause I can. And I’m excited x)

Now I’m here. Tumblr-ing. I feel like skyping tonight.. Hmm :P 

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I just heard Can I Have This Dance is gonna play tomo night during the disco. Time to practice my waltz ;) wooop aahh so excited! I CAN WALTZ NOW. 

Day 288: SHOPPINGGGG

Waddup. Thursday. Yus. Normally I dislike Thursdays but I was actually waiting for this the whole week. I’m so over my English writing thing. :|

Anyway. My day. Okay.

Morning. I decided to sleep in like an extra 12mins. Which was a bad idea since I barely had brekkie and time to get ready before I was out the door and into the car.

School. I was warmer. Secretly wore my cardi underneath teheh. 

Hmm. TG. First period. Media. This lesson I took a mini laptop and took it down to the room with stronger wifi and just looked at random stuff for my power point.

Physics. Had a reliever. Yus. I wrote down a whole page of notes instead of doing the task that MrsM set us. lolol.

Break. Ate. Chilled.

Math. Hmm. Worked on another example. Bleh.

Business. Back to slideshow work again. zzzzzz. I don’t know why but even though the class was super boring.. it went by pretty fast!

Break: The same. Ate. Chilled. Talked.

Design. Worked on Matrix. End of lesson consulted teacher about my idea. Shut down. Sigh. Went home worrying.

Home. Said hey to mum and just talked. :)

Eventually they gave in to go shopping since it was latenight. woop woop! Shopping for my dress that imma wear this saturday. And a gift.

Bumped into Rosie & Emla (from Ivy Lies) in Wildpair. Haha I knew one day I’d bump into them there ;) that place or Lippy. lolol. Woo. Talked. Caught up. Hugsies! Naw! Apparently I look older now? hahah. Is that so? Meh.

More shopping. Once we were done.. hometime! :) Bro came in to charge his laptop… ended up helping him sort out how to tie a tie. teheh.

Consulted brother about design problem. He was tired so he only just gave advice. Didn’t want me to stay too long. lol. Sigh. Ohwell.

Now I’m here… brainstorming. :| I don’t think I’ll be taking design next year. :/ Maybe. Bleh. 

Day 287: WHUT

Um. I honestly don’t remember what happened this day. (Last post, y’see)

Uh.

I do remember staying up from Tuesday night late talking to faithy again. DMC-ing this one.. with the occasional cheesy-ness but yeah. :)) It’s cool to have someone you can be totally comfortable with :)

OH. Finally got her photos/vid ;) teheh. amaze. x

Hmm.

Starting on logos for design. I am silently freaking out already. I NEED A TOPIC.

Um. Oh and I spent AGES trying to record a decent clip of me saying Happy Birthday to my friend who has her debut this weekend. I sound so lame. Eurgh. 

Anyway. That’s all I guess. 

Day 286: TOTALLY JETLAGGED

Songs for mood today:
Jetlag - Simple Plan ft Natasha Bedingfield
I’m into you - JLo ft Lil Wayne
THE WHOLE FUN. ALBUM

Tuesday, right?

Hmm. Today was alright. I’m kinda low. It’s been like over 24 hours and it’s tough trying to keep busy and think of OTHER things :|

School. Hmm. Normal.

First: Business. Computer room. Business plan w/ Zoe. I was too tired to function.
Second: R.E. Last day in Judaism class. LAME. We watched this 40min youtube clip of Oprah. (tehehe watching Oprah in class) about Hasidic Jews. It was soooo interesting. Like, no joke. I’ve never really been the type to judge any religions and it was interesting that MrsB kept asking if everyone was okay with the content. Very considerate of her. But yeah, we were all pretty drawn to the vid and what they do and stuff. 

Break. Tuckshop. Ate. Rested head on pole whilst standing.

Third: Design. Angela joined our class today. We talked about boards - what we have to do, what we have to avoid, etc etc. We’re starting logos now. Scary process.

Fourth: English. Continuing connections.

Break. Straight to the table. No food. Slept the whole time. Well.. I was awake but just pretty much resting. This is what I get for sleeping early the night before? zzz. Twisted body clock.

Last: Physics. Since I was away the last lesson MrsM was there, I was so lost but I kindaaaa get it now. I guess. 

Home. Walked to dairy. Bought some chips. Went home. Ate the chips. Ysabella. Slept. Dins. Music. 

It is now almost 11pm and I still haven’t touched my design homework. Obviously I’m trying to avoid the hard path that’s about to come with the boards T_T 

But right now, I’m crazy missing someone.

I should probably do design though…. after this conversation :))

Day 284: BROKENHEARTED

Didn’t want to take it slow
In the days, going crazed, I can barely think
You’re replaying in my brain, find it hard to sleep, oh oh
Waiting for my phone to blow

Why is my life busy all of a sudden? Ew. :| I dislike it. I actually don’t even know what sleep is anymore. O.O But anyway, let’s talk about my busy day.

Hmmm. Sunday. Well, my day started waaaay early in the day (ahem midnight) cause I was latenight chatting to faithy again. Not on skype but just fb messaging cause we cool. ;) haha. made a deal to swap pictures of us for our phones. hahah. you know it’s a big deal when you send each other photos just to have on your phone. :)) teheh. 

Anyway, slept at around 2am cause she went to bed at 1am NZ time and I just carried on watching Ysabella. Then slept. Heavy sleep - knocked out completely cause I was just exhausted. lolol

Woke up at around 9:30am. DANGIT. I have choir. T_T I seriously didn’t want to get out of bed since I was still so tired. >< I don’t regret staying up chatting to faith at all BUT I do regret staying up that extra hour watching Ysabella >< WHY. 

Dragged myself out of bed. Slowly got ready and changed and slowly packed my stuff for the day. Said hello to parents. zzz. Had V and a small amount of pringles for brekkie.. Gee, aren’t I a healthy person. Sorry to the lady that gave the healthy diet talk lastnight. lol

Hmm. We left for mass. Got there. First time using the Cajon in church. Cool. Met up with Birthdayboy Franz and greeted him :) Then off we went.

Dropped of at Angela’s and Hulu & Lauren were already there. OHHELLO. Not long after, Alisha came. Woop. Then we walked over to lick. Alisha was looking forward to seeing the guy she knows who works there ;) but instead she saw a heap of other people but didn’t see him. Nawww. </3

Bought a card, then went to the Bakery to buy me something cause I was hungers. Nom. Ate on the way back. Stitch. I’m so unfit.

Back to Angela’s house. I’m always here. Haha. All good. I like having another house that I always go to. :)) I wrote in the card and then got changed into the dress code for the party. Pastel dresses. I didn’t have time to get anything (busy life. why.) so I just made do. 

Lauren left with her ride then Me, Alisha, Angela and Hulu went in the same car on the way to the birthday party. Woop woop. Today, we’re going to our dear friend Bridgette’s birthday party! exciting! :))

All the way in the forests of Titirangi so that’s exciting. Windy roads yeah! Listened to Ed Sheeran on the way. :)) Talked. Sang. Silence. HAHA.

Got there. Woo. Met everyone. Including Pico. Very cute dog. :DD 

The party was amazing!

Okaay first, we did this whole confetti thing that opened up the party then we played this cool game with toilet paper. Haha without being told what the game is, we had to roll out as many toiletpaper squares as we wanted… ended up being that for each square, you have to say something no one really knows about you/something embarrassing about you. haha oh gosh. We didn’t get through all of them though cause some took like 20 and there was much stuff to do!

Arts & Crafts time! Yay! We all got masks and decorated them however we wanted. Yeeeah :D Snackage was good - lollies & chocolate.. nomnom :D

 Hmmm, after that we played Truth or Dare for a bit, took some photos, jammed out. :) Then we all just chilled like touring Bridgette’s room.

Skip to dins. OML. Everything was laid out so neat and it was so cutes! :)) Soooo yum too! I loved the pizza circles :DD I got to sit by the fire too.. oooh warm & toasty :) After dins, we chilled out some more and took more photos. We watched the Taylor Swift Speak Now Live DVD and waaaaah. We were just fangirling and how much we loved it. aefaiefnaiefnaincsiefnaijdsdsivnfsie. we were like shouting to our friends while pointing at the screen.. WE STOOD AROUND THERE! hahaha. Epic. When BTR came on we were like fesflnselfWOOOfheiofhesufnifnsiofna *hairflips* hahaha

Fun times. Before y’know it.. it was already home time! Ngaw. 7ishpm. So early! But allgood. Fun time! Got choco hearts then hitched a ride with Angela cause I left my stuff at her house. Haha. Got there, crashed on her comfy bed like I always do and just chilled. Ate my choco heart while I listened to her play a bit of guitar :)) hehe. naw. We were talking about how it feels so late but it’s not even 8pm and it’s like we should be asleep already but it’s not so we’re like.. O.O That means we have to study for English T_T lolol Oh dear.

Dad came. Said goodbyes&thankyous then left. :) Got home then procrastinated from hours. Haha I needed my R&R. :/ School tomorrow. Bleh.

I’mma stop here cause this post will go on to tomorrows.. ;)

BTW! PIC: CREDIT TO BRIDGETTE! I’mma change it once other photos are up. I didn’t want to have that ‘PHOTO UNAVAILABLE’ pic I usually put T_T haha. OH. It’s the joint gift we got her :DD

Kcool. Laters. 

Day 283: LIFE IS BUSY

Caught up with my posts. Ah. Satisfaction. Hello. It’s Saturday. Woo. Imma face it… I don’t actually have freedom right now. :|

I got woken up by my mum today. I asked her yesterday if we could go shopping. zzz. so she woke me up and she said she was gonna take a shower then we’ll head out. I dragged myself out of bed then took a shower myself. Got ready. Then we left.

Went to mum’s usual hairsalon to get her hair did. ;D but they didn’t except eftpos or whatevs so we went to the dairy next door to get some cash but had to buy something.. she said i could have whatever. yus. grabbed something but then she decided to go to the fruit place instead. lolk. walked to fruit place. got banana and clover chips for me.. asked for cash out.. they didn’t do it. mum  got pissed.

Went to the cheap item store across the parking instead. Got some stuff, asked for cash out.. they didn’t do it either. whaaat. We walked back to dairy and mum got me ice cream & V. Wow. so early in the morn.

Ate in the car while mum went on ahead. Didn’t drink my V. saved it for later. Ate only a bit of my chips but obviously ate all the icecream.

After haircut, we went to McDeez. waaah. SOO FULL by the end. gah. Thanks mum! After that we went shopping. Back and forth to HOW many shops. zzz. Looking for dresses for debut/party/tonight. 

Ended up getting a coat cause it’s winterr… Next time again. :)

Home. Didn’t get to do much. Just caught up on my posts. Then off we go to this Mother’s Day event thing. Early because mum’s in the entrance dance and whatnot.

Got there. Chilled. So tired. Bored.

Eventually everyone started coming in. Ate casava cake. Skip to when it started. Woop. Entrance dance - took photos. Very cool. Then there was a talk, then KIS! They sang me and my baby’s song :’( They changed it up a bit but I still got teary cause i miss faithy so much it’s not even funny. Like actually. :| I would’ve fully cried but Reinhart was right next to me :/ They also performed Hush, Hush. Made me smile. They’re so talented.

Back to seats. Another talk then performance from a kids choir. I just DMC’d with Shaine. Went on Glenn’s phone, hacked his instagram and paid him some kitkat. Sad guy, doesn’t share. lolol. allg.

I don’t know what happened after this. Um. Jeez. I’m so tired. This just happened like a few hours ago and I forgot everything. Um. Mother’s day honor thing. Gave mumsie a rose and had photos taken while my paragraph about her was read. Um. Dance number by them? Met up with Ena and she’s so funny haha. Made my night. Tryna get her to go up and show everyone what she can do xD Then Zumba? Met up with Ena again when it was the crowd’s turn and she tried to get me to join with her but I end up not joining and I just watched her from the back. Teehee.

After that. Claps. They had a ChaCha session. I gave in and joined Ena for this. Haha. She’s so crackup. :P We were like so lost but it was fun. Danced in Partners. Then Shaine joined us.. then Martin joined us so now we were like a 4. haha. We were so lost. All good. Fun!

After that, DISCO. I chilled with te Kim & Rai laughing at the epic dance moves happening. Then when they left I tried to get bro to dance but we ended up leaving too not long after. Cool. :)

Went home. Talked to my brother about filipino dramas and horror movies. Talked about Suspiria and Isabelle Fuhrman and Yeah. haha.

Home. Tumblr. FB chat. I want to watch a fili drama but I’m tired. But I want to watch. But I have a full on day tomorrow. ZZZ.

I don’t know. I’ll probably watch til I fall asleep.

Silently wishing Faithy will come on so we could late night skype. :|

Day 282: DEAD. JUST DEAD.

Friday POV. :)

GIF CREDITED TO ‘TE KIM :))

Friday. Design Due. Mufti Day. Pink Day (Anti-bullying). Bleh.

Woke up from my like 5h sleep. I was surprisingly awake… I’m still running on the massive V I got last night. Had brekkie. Well, barely… I only had like a few bites. I didn’t have an appetite. Got dressed into something Pink cause it’s mufti day and we have to wear something pink for Pink Day.

Got everything ready quickly. Didn’t pack lunch. Got to school. Went to design room (obvs) Printed off all my stuff. SUCCESS. Started the cutting and sticking.. taking my time cause I have til 3.15pm.

Tutor group. Watched Shaine frantically cut/glue. Paid donation. First period.

English. Teacher gave us an angry lecture. Was told to give her a full piece by end of lesson. Still running on V but dead.. I frantically wrote a full page and a bit for her T_T

Design. Cut/Glue. Procrastinated cause I really didn’t want others snooping on my work. So waited for bell to ring. Teacher is in the mood to happy swear. Which basically means she’s in a casual mood with us and can just swear cause she knows we don’t care and neither does she. She’s cool. But she’s going to slay and slam my work when she sees it, I bet T_T

Break. Stayed in. Annotated. Didn’t eat. No lunch.

Third: Physics. Had a reliever. Thank goodness! Bum period. Just doing exercises from textbook. Dead. By now my head was like heavy. I find it funny though cause I looked around and only the art students were like dead while everyone was up straight and awake. Hahaha. Which was like 3 of us. The one who took painting was literally hiding in her arm sleeping. Ngaw.. cutes! haha. I drew a panda in my diary cause Angela and I gave up on our questions once it got harder. lol.

Fourth: Media. Woo. Played with Mics. I dislike our internal. We have to record our voices and put it on a slideshow and present it to the class. EW. T_T Then we mucked about talking and googling random stuff. I was seriously dying right now.

Break. fehudfjnDWGRfhghshSIHABFNGNG. back to design. SIGH. head. hurts. so.much. no. food. My friend was kind enough to buy me some sausage sizzle. NGAW/ :’) Scoffed it down in like 5 secs once I was in design room with Angela. Got to work. Then I rage quit halfway through break and just handed it in. I DON’T CARE ANYMORE. MY HEAD HURTS. 

I left Angela for a bit to go to Shaine who was sitting with my friends and I’m like.. WTH. Why are you here? Why don’t you go to the design room? And she’s like.. “I have no where else to go?” … I was so confused but let it go. I can’t be bothered. Friend who bought me the sausage also gave me hot chips. ngaw. Then got scoff chips. YAY food. 

Back to Angela. Soon enough bell rang.

Last period: Math. Had our first lesson with just MrM… oh my life. I am going to fail math. No offence but I KNEW I COULDN’T LEARN FROM HIM. I miss MrsH already D’: We spent the lesson reading about something? We got the average of something and did nothing with it? MEH. I don’t know. Our whole class couldn’t follow because it’s like he doesn’t know what he’s talking about but he actually does. T_T 

By now my head was literally pounding. I hate this. Design last minute? NEVER AGAIN. >:’( Angela finished off her annotating in math. Then we just laughed about how we’re like so dead. I grabbed one of the tissues from the box infront of me (since I’m right infront of teachers desk..) and it smelt soooo strong I was like O.O and it made me high. We chatted to Alesha behind us cause no one sits next to her since her friend moved class but yeah she’s cool :)) We talked about how we’re going to fail math this year and about the tissues and whatnot. 

Bell rang. HURRAH. I can’t wait to go home. T_T My head is killing me. I want to shoot it. or Chop it off. or SOMETHING. Went with Angela to drop off her folder then we left. FREEDOM (from that internal… next week is another killer)

Text from Gino saying he’s picking up his lead when I get home. Got home. He came. I just opened the door and shoved the lead in his hand ready to say bye but he took his time to say hi and give me a hug. Lol. He probably wasn’t expecting that I just wanted to open the door, give it to him, then close the door. I was just so exhausted and fed up. But I was still polite and talked a bit. Gave him my amp to borrow too. Yep. He asked me to help him organise Natcon band with him and me being so out of it.. I was like ?? Just tell me later T_T

Home. Facebook’d. Ysabella. Then around 6pm left for church. I was going to read the Responsorial Psalm. :/ 

Got there. Cold. Met up with Isa who’s reading the first reading. Chay. Rosary. Novena. Mass. Reading went fine. ‘TE KIM IS HERE :DD I haven’t met up with her in agesssss D’:

After mass we went down to the crypt to have dins. I took a lot cause I was obviously starving. lolol. While we were eating, THIS little cutie came up to us and starting talking. His name is Thomas and he is just one the of most ADORABLE kids I have EVER seen :’DDDD. I was just dyinggggg!! But in a good way! He likes to talk about his girlfriend Mia and everything else. shdsnamkshdnamsgkgjfnm.

SO CUTE. I could write so much mroe but this post is already getting long.

Home time. Got home. Chatted to Gino about whatever he asked me today. He said brb but I was just so exhausted I logged off and went to sleep. :|

Goodnight. Goodbye. 

Day 281: DANG DEDICATION

This is a late post cause I’ve pretty much been breathing without living these past few days. Today is Saturday but let this post be from Thursday’s POV.

Sooo. Today is THURSDAY. Hello.

Let me tell you about lastnight though. :) Lastnight I was lucky enough to be asked out on a skype date with faithyyyy right then and there (even if it was like nearing 11-12pm) :D Yaaaay. So of course I accepted cause I miss her like CRAZY D:

So went on skype and man, it’s just like every other time we skype. We can just sit there and smile cause all we really need is just to see each other xD haha. I’ve noticed that everytime we skype, when she’s busy replying to someone else.. she’s all serious and focused but when she returns back to our convo and reads my replies she just grins from ear to ear and it’s just REALLY humbling to know I can put a smile like that on someone’s face, let alone someone I love very dearly :DD Of course that just makes ME smile the same :D

But alas, my mother went on and saw me online then texted me to get off before she got angry so I freaked out, said bye quickly, signed off then jumped into bed. D’: I didn’t say goodbye to faithy properly so weehhhhh. </3 She understood though. We were just glad we saw each other for a little bit. :’) I can’t wait to skype again.

Sooo. Went to sleep. Woke up before 8am. Texted my ride to say I’m not going to school. Why, you ask? Because I’m wagging the day off school to finish my freaking design internal that’s freaking due tomorrow because it’s freaking unfinished since it’s a freaking tonne of work and aegfhawndgskfaiubjngskmfjfimfs,. GAH. Mum let me take the day off. So THANKS MUM (even though I almost got you angry lastnight. lolol) 

Got out of bed. Had brekkie. Got to work. I didn’t want to waste time. This went on for quite some time. Had a late lunch (fruit). Bro came in and asked why I was home lolol. Few hours later, Jae arrived and she also came in an asked. We talked about design and she said she took those subjects too and how she misses it. Yeah. :)

Got back to work. Frustration. Before I knew it, parents were already home. I was still working. zzz. Kept on working… working..working. But by working.. I mean trying to freaking create my ideas on illustrator but actually failing to do so because I don’t know how to work everything. So blehh.

At some point, my parents checked up on me and then left to go to practice. I carried on and I was reaching my limit (the point of which I don’t bother trying because I can’t do any more - even just a bit) so I start resting. Mum told me to. So I just facebooked and whatnot. Instagram’d a lot. :’| Throughout the day I kept up to date with Shaine - telling each other how much we’ve done and whatnot.

Skip a few hours. Parents left dins for us. I treated myself by watching an episode of Victorious on TV while I ate by myself. Then went back to work. Bro & Jae were in his room studying/doing assignments aswell. So yeah. Told bro I ate by myself and he asked how my assignment was going.. I was like T_T blehhhhhhh. Then he asked if I wanted V, told him yeah if he had any but he didn’t so meh. Went back to room and carried on my frustration. Silently freaking out. Silently dying.

An hour or so later, my bro came in and handed me a BIG V! D: The 500ml one and I’m whaaaaaaaaaa? I didn’t think you’d actually get it but THANKYOUUU. He told me to use it wisely. Haha Ngawwww. He cares :’))) 

Back to nothingness. Parents went to sleep. I stayed up (obvs) I was determined to finish my internal. Shaine caught up to me but the reason why I’m so slow is because a) I can’t exactly work illustrator to my liking and b) I’M TRYING TO MAINTAIN MY EXCELLENCE STREAK. Which I’m sure I’ll probably fail at because this internal is killing me hopes right now. T_T

I drank the V.. mmm idk. 10 or 11. Waiting for it to kick in. Kicked in around 12am so I just threw things on illustrator that hopefully looks like at least a low excellence T_T Saved everything. Planned everything out for printing tomo (our printer stinks.. never any ink) 

I finished around 2am. I was like fgbhnjKMDWLGRDUshgsBADWNSIJA. I DON’T CARE IF IT’S BAD NOW, I’M DONE. >:D So I went to sleep. Sigh of relief.

Tomorrow is gonna be crazy.